Kanosis’ Endless Sea

By Damien Knight

Panic darkness isolation
Nothing but lost infatuations
Drifting seas empty boats
Faceless man just a ghost
Of what I am to be
Blindly drifting this empty sea
Voiceless hopeless waiting for her
Living dead murderer
Trying waiting dying motion
Swaying changing notions
Life death left right
Losing my endless fight
Against myself inside my head
Giving up I’ve been read
She knows but hides
I also know but I lied

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Desperation is Folly: A reflection on a failed relationship

By Damien Knight

(Written 2012)

I was insecure, desperate, uncertain and conflicted, I was many terrible things t strong man who “masters” himself is not. I have grown in the past few months learned don’t need a girl to justify my manhood. I need me to justify my manhood.

Maybe my failure was due to a lack of healthy romantic relations in the past (both with men and women), or perhaps it was my high expectations and thinking I would get it right the first try. Either way, I am sure I reeked of my insecurity and that is the biggest turnoff to anyone.

I should have reacted with strength and not pity myself. I have a long way to go before I feel comfortable being called “Master” of anything. At least I will keep learning.

False

By Damien Knight

The words won’t stick
To the paper anymore
And my heart’s song
Is beating, unsure
The rhythm is broken
And I can’t remedy
The words we’d spoken
When it was just
You and me
Lies and lust
Can’t make a relationship
And we lost trust
And for that reason
It had to end
No regrets
For the loss of a false friend

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Worst Wife

By Damien Knight

I am the worst wife
I can cook but never clean
I am plain and simple
But often have other dreams
I am selfish and stubborn
And very demanding
Maybe he would love me
If I was more understanding

Quick Commentary: this one and “I am that Girl” were written before I came out. I personally hated them even when I wrote them. While my frustration is there I was still just hiding in lies. Also  “I am That Girl” was very high-schoolish since that’s when I wrote it. If you want to support my Journey please go to The Shadow’s Journey and donate. Thanks.

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