This is going to be casual After all, what can I say Am I wishing for a princess? No, I wish for betterment I spend all my life dreaming Today, I want us all to wake Do you see the flames fly The world burned, S. Korea, Cali Now Australia, I wish they’d listen But goverment stoges sit In offices cool and cozy People March, people scream People are dying everyday But here I sit selfish dreams New year wish to effect change Raise the voices of the world The meek, the dying, the silenced!
Feel trapped, mourning the dream,
Cut to pieces nothing left to see.
How do you bleed when vein dry?
A empty world filled with icy lies,
I can’t fight when others rather I die.
Every turn I’m wicked, narcissist,
Or I’m hated, othered, unwanted.
I file away the pain, slots of mind,
Empty, cold, no empathy to find.
Makes me worthless, no place for me.
Wake me from this misery,
This corpse tires as king of agony.
When will this damn curse lift,
Where is the supposes gift.
That life is suppose to be
Denied, rejected, forced to mask.
Hide dysphoria, depression, desire to die.
Hide my rage, my existence, wake alone.
I am done fighting on my own.
Please, crying out, desperate not to die.
Save me, I’m drowning in this sea!
Help so I can be who I see inside!
Cry for life, for release
To mourn lost hope
Cry to save the soul
From buried pains
Cry to escape
The wretched wastes of mind
Cry to renew and find
Yourself in brighter days
Cry to remember or cry to forget
To erase or to dwell
Cry for all these of for nothing
Other than to cry
Crying can feel horrid
In it’s delightful release
So, cry, just cry
I have lost my sense of poetry, My muse dashed the hopes I’d held. I have healed some of the hurt I allowed myself to be so exposed. I let them rush in fast at me. Talking every minute, every day With someone for as long as I had. I lost some of myself with them. I took on a role too, I was king Mr. In charge and she said yes sir That’s how it went, heaven forbid I fail to be in charge or fallible. Each mistake I lost their respect Ultimately lost them, though granted With all women I have dated It was I who ended it.
Being without her was hard. It was being without the tides but it made me think on things On the uselessness of romanticism. Aniya no doubt feels my wall. The hesitancy I have in every step. I love myself, that could be enough but her love meant everything. I have lost my muse. No flowery poems of devotion Flowing from my pen. Words to be thrown away so easily? How I envy simplicity Almost wish I wasn’t an author, A poet now. Does she even care that I can’t
It’s cold and cruel the world of men. in it we feel so lost We sleep and dream of better things We escape the harsh reality To hear the sirens song In dreams we learn Solve the greatest riddles In dreams we fly afar To wake again at morning light With our war torn hearts The world is dying inside us And outside has lost its magic We see the news filled with despair And weep, it’s oh so tragic But worse still our depression Our burning need to die away Is inside our very brain Eating like a parasite Let go the pain and fall asleep Dream of elf queens and dragon kings Where fire dances and flowers sing Rest and you may be anything For you are made of magic You can be a god yourself An elf, a cat, a dragon You can dream up anything I believe in you my child I’ll be there waiting By the waterfall you shall see My love for you is vast Go I’ll be there soon no more tragedy To the land of dreams