Destined, Broken (Dec 13 2011)

By Damien Knight

I am destined to remain broken
After all this still heartbroken
I had hoped for us, for so much
I loved her forever yearned to touch
I’ll love her forever I can’t change it
How I feel or the anguish I can’t forget
It rips away and eats at my soul
I thought it was her, I’ll never be whole
Wish I knew what to do what to say
When the sun rises and dawn becomes day
I am sure to sleep what’s the saying
Plenty of blood in this world to feed me
No, I mean plenty fish in the sea, whatever
None will due I thought, I want only her
Yes, I still love her I can’t help the feeling
This misery is how I am agony’s king
I fell in love and love haunts over me
Leaving me with tears and worry
I feel both whole and hallow in this world
A world abuzz with lights and without my girl
Ending with her hurts me like knives of ice
She used me for money though, not nice
I promised and I failed what can I even say
I couldn’t, I just couldn’t, and wouldn’t stay
I am glad, in the end, I’ll make it through
Her love was broken and not love true

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Idiot (Dec 2011)

By Damien Knight

Life is worth living with love
And those you love with you
Yet my heart has had enough
It’s battered and bruised
I love you yet we fight
And it’s a normal thing to do
I wish to make things right
I saw my heart and feelings true
And of course I’m the idiot
Because I started all this
Venting because I don’t forget
All I wanted was your kiss
I shouldn’t have started this mess
Men aren’t to have emotions
Cold, bitter and heartless
We must not show our devotions
Needs unimportant, I don’t matter
So I won’t speak of them again
Lesson well learned with her
I see it impending our end

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A Wicked Man (Oct 2013)

By Damien Knight

Never happy, never enough!
All I did was feed you love!
Am I so evil, so wicked still?
Does my face make you Ill?
I should do as you desire,
Since you reject my loves fire.
After all I’m such a man
So cruel and can’t understand
How you suffer so with this.
Here you deny me even a kiss!
Yet I have never truly left
Despite you leaving me bereft .
I pay your bills, buy your groceries
Yet you still are upset with me!
How do you think I feel?
My love treated like it isn’t real,
Hiding me away like we aren’t a thing.
Acting like I’m a casual fling
Cut me out from your family.
Yet you claim to want to marry me?
I don’t know what happened or why
But it feels like “we” are a lie.
It’s a harsh slap in the face!
You expect me to stay in this place?
Made to feel like shit, I do everything!
You just kept treating me like nothing.
It just never was enough
No matter how much I gave my love.

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Desire denied (2012)

By Damien Knight

What is this going through my mind.
I feel like I melted inside.
I want to run but I can’t hide.
The lost one that you must find.
How do I reconcile with myself,
the past is the past they say
why does today blend into yesterday?
I am not sitting on the shelf
I am no longer supposed to long
My desires should be met
Why then isn’t all fulfilled yet
Suck it up become strong
We can’t muddy the river
Cannot reopen love so scarred
I am damaged I am marred
But without you I wither
I swallow my love and pride
I hold it in and forget the past
It is gone not meant to last
Just know I never lied
I will be loyal until the end
Even if I cannot feel
Even if the dreams can’t be real
I will keep you close as my friend

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Scarred

By Damien Knight

I gave my heart away.
I do not regret,
Her heart I did not sway,
Yet she I cannot forget.
Try as I have to ignore
My pain inside fades slow.
I can’t not love anymore,
I try but the feelings won’t go.
I love my angel beyond the stars.
The past haunts with pain.
She gave me so many scars
To see them drives me insane

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Let Go

By Damien Knight

Try to let go, forget her face
Don’t cling to the honey taste
Of her lips against your skin
Don’t let this pain inside win
Her name echos in my head
Our song plays, wish I were dead
Move on, move on I try to scream
But I’m taunted by our dream
I am not weak, I live for me
Her words can’t put me on knees
I won’t allow her to taunt
Her memory a spectral haunt
I must let go and let life flow
If I hold the past I’ll never know

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Shattered

By Damien Knight

I’m shattered into a million pieces
You used my love and left me dry
Every day for you I cry
Said you’d be my wife
Believed lies and ruined my life
How dare, don’t gas light me
Him, you say you’ll never leave
When asked you said “I will.”
So much B.S. I bought, still…
Sailor Mars, I should have known
It’s not for me, I am better alone

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