A Wicked Man (Oct 2013)

By Damien Knight

Never happy, never enough!
All I did was feed you love!
Am I so evil, so wicked still?
Does my face make you Ill?
I should do as you desire,
Since you reject my loves fire.
After all I’m such a man
So cruel and can’t understand
How you suffer so with this.
Here you deny me even a kiss!
Yet I have never truly left
Despite you leaving me bereft .
I pay your bills, buy your groceries
Yet you still are upset with me!
How do you think I feel?
My love treated like it isn’t real,
Hiding me away like we aren’t a thing.
Acting like I’m a casual fling
Cut me out from your family.
Yet you claim to want to marry me?
I don’t know what happened or why
But it feels like “we” are a lie.
It’s a harsh slap in the face!
You expect me to stay in this place?
Made to feel like shit, I do everything!
You just kept treating me like nothing.
It just never was enough
No matter how much I gave my love.

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Rage

By Damien Knight

Anger the best mask for pain.
Rage the hider of tears.
I try to forget how you hurt me.
The lies and wasted years.
Your name still crosses my mind
I am so sorry my dear Sailor Mars
I believe that over time
I’ll let go and let live
For now I embrace rage
For it pours poetry to page

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Blood Denied

By Damien Knight

(Dedicated to my Little sister Tiffany who despite taking her off the streets and supporting her she decided to make false accusations and drug her own children. Some family don’t deserve to be called family)

Blood Denied

I took you in and fed you
You were dead, I revived you
Even though I knew the pain
How it would drive me insane
You are the blood in me
But this is how you treat family
You are unworthy of our name
With your lies and little games
You deny reality and believe your tale
I no longer do its grown stale
Your lies are like a soured wine
Your stench to me that of dead swine
I trusted you, clothed you
But this is what you do
Well you got what you seek
Your name we no longer speak
See you now have no family
Now you don’t even have me
You walked away from us
Running after sex and drugs
Well we don’t need that in our blood
So now you’re nothing more than mud
You have become dirty lying scum
Just so you can get you some
So stay away from me
And the rest of my family

Him

By Damien Knight

Get out of my memories
I scream and scream
Leave me to daydream
Stay away from my realities
He wraps his arms around me
He awaits me with arms open
He touches the heart broken
And surrounds me entirely
And you could never achieve that
You look away from me
Your shame I see clearly
I wonder at you and your spats
Am I angry at all?
Am I still possessed to slaughter?
I am hesitant, and I falter
But I should not stall
To tell you I was hurt is enough
But I have him to back me up
And lift me up
And I am made of tougher stuff

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